hint of me

In Your Arms Thats Where I Really Belong

2010-08-17T05:51:00.000-07:00

Thinking About How I Lived Right In There
Thinking About The Years That Passed By Waiting For Them
Thinking Of You All Along
And You Thinking About Feeling Me Again All Along
Thinking About Being In Your Arms AgainThats Where I Really Belong!!

The Moments That Stopped By
And The Moments Which Will Remain Forever
Moments More Precious Than Life
Moments That Define My Life
Night Long Talks Turning Into Kisses Which Lasted Just As Long
Dreams About Being Together Coming To Reality
The Night When It Was Just You And Me Passed By
And Now Here I'm Thinking About Being In Your Arms Again
Coz Thats Where I Really Belong

Love They Say Also Fades Away
Those Who Are Together As They Say Also Need A Day Away
But My Love I Never Want You To Go Away
I Want You To Hold Me Again And Say
That You'll Always Stay
I know in this World There Are A lot of Shades Of Grey
And So Every Morning When I Come Back From My Dreams I Pray
That I Always Feel Your Fragrence Taking My Breath Away
Coz This World Seems Beautiful And Safe Only When Lay
In Your Arms...The Place I really Belong

I Wish I Never Loved Him

2008-12-14T03:52:00.000-08:00

The Moments When We Laughed Together

And The Ones When You Cried For Each Other

The Hundred Times When I Waited For His Call

After Our Stupid Fights

They All Hold No Meaning Now

And All I Can Do Now Is Smile When I Look Into The Questioning Eyes

With Words I Wish I Never Loved Him

The Smiles I Smiled Sitting Next To Him

And Missing Him When He Was Not Next To Me

They Hold No Place In My Life Now

Cant Forget They Way Those Eyes Used To Pierce In Me

I Really Wish I could,But Right Now

All I Can Do Is Smile When I Look Into The Questioning Eyes

With Words I Wish I Never Loved Him

Ya I Know Those Stolen Moments Were A Blessing

Just The Way They Were A Curse

The Touch Of Those Lips Was Blissful

And Thats All I See When I Close My Eyes Now

Being Treated Like A Princess

And The Shower Of Chocolates & Roses

Then Came A Day When Everything Vanished

And Comes A Day Now When I Just Smile When I Look Into The Questioning Eyes

With Words I Wish I Never Loved Him

Today When I Look Behind I Smile With Tears In My Eyes

I Try Hard To Stop These Tears From Falling Out Of My Eyes

But Like Him Even They Dont Listen

He Says Move On And I Really Wish I Could

So Many Unanswered Questions Haunt Me Now

Its Hard To Believe That I'll Never Be Never Able To Feel That Touch Again

Nothing Remains Today Except Fading Love

All I Can Do Is Smile When I Look Into The Questioning Eyes

With Words I Wish I Never Had To Say Still I Close My Eyes & Mumer

I Wish I Never Loved Him

P.S:This Is Something I wrote really long back when I was completely heart broken......thats when I realised how important friends are.......the questioning eyes I have mentioned here belong to my best friend who was always sitting next to me completely lost in trying to figure out how can I hurt myself so much

Wonders of Life

2008-11-19T10:02:00.000-08:00

Strange is the word I’m thinking about……..
This life is something we might define as Strange
Its completely unpredictable
Its something you thought was & is always yours
And just the next moment you realize it was never yours
Then there are things you always want to get & you know that you’ll never get it but right there your life again plays a game with you & gift it to you
Even if its yours only for a few moments……….

Strange is the word I’m thinking about………
Aren’t we human beings just so strange
We always want what we know we cant get
And then if we ever get those things we never value them…….
Those moments that are just so precious to us we always want them to come back
Without realizing that if they ever come they will no longer remain precious to us

Strange is the word I’m thinking about…………
Isn’t love just as strange as this universe
We are always too late in realizing what we love
We wait all life to get what we think we love

without realizing we lost what we love

long back in the attempt to get what we thought we love
We make others fall in love with us believing we love them
Too late when we realize it was not love

it was just something which felt like love

Thats When I Smile Realise The Beauty Of Mysteries
Strange is what I’m thinking

are these the all wonders of life or life itself is a wonder

may be these things only make life a wonder………

Spirit Of IndiGo

2008-11-19T09:51:00.000-08:00

MIDNITE COFFEES,
BIRTHDAY BUMPS
DESI PUNJABI ENGLISH,
ELEGANT FORMALS,
IRRITATED CUSTOMERS,
DEDICATED STAFF
MAKEUP IN CABS,
SMILES AT COUNTERS
SO LESS MONEY,
SO LITTLE TIME
ROCKIN PARTIES,
MUGS OF BEER
CRUSHES ON A.M’S,
FIGHT FOR ALLOCATIONS
DIE-HARD FRIENDSHIPS,
TEARS FOR LOVE
NOTHING MISSING,
JUST EVERYTHING
PEOPLE CALL IT INDIGO,
WE CALL IT LIFE………

P.S:thats whr I work....I wrote this when I realised how much I love the company where I work

CRUSH

2008-11-19T09:21:00.000-08:00

I See You,I Breath You & I Need You
You Make Me Laugh & You Make Me Cry
You Are All I Want,You Are My Only Wish.......
I See You Holding My Hand And Taking Me To The Sky
All I Want Is To Feel Your Fragrance In Me
To Close My Eyes & Feel The Kiss Of Your Lips

I Often Wonder How It Will Be
To Be True To You....
To Hold You Tight & To Sleep In Your Arms
To See Myself Beautiful In Your Eyes
Do I Love You??
I Dont Know & Till I Figure Out...
I Just Want To Dream You,To Be With You & To Feel You

thats how the story continues..........

I Dont Feel The Same Magnetism
No You Are Not That Special
You Are An Amazing Guy,Just Not Meant For Me......
I Still Remember The Way I Used To Blush Thinking Of You
But You Are Not True & I Have To Let Go Of You
No I'm Not Gonna Stay Here & Wait For You
Now Its Time To Feel The Morning Breeze
To Come Back To Life,To Fly Away From The New Runway
No I Havent Forgotten You,You Are Still There
Just My World Has Changed....

P.S:I wrote this when my first crush was finally over,
I feel thats the story of every first crush
I call that guy wish.....
as a teen having my first crush was one of the most beautiful feeling I came across
I dedicate this poem to him & thank him for being such a wonderful part of my life

mah first blog

2008-11-19T09:12:00.000-08:00

I wanted to do this for just so long!!!!!!
I'm in love with writing but then I never wanted just everyone to read what I write
I wanted only those to hav access to my writings who want to know me better....who'll try to undrestand me
here's my attempt to show u a insight of me
a world which till today was just mine