Sunday, December 14, 2008

I Wish I Never Loved Him

The Moments When We Laughed Together
And The Ones When You Cried For Each Other
The Hundred Times When I Waited For His Call
After Our Stupid Fights
They All Hold No Meaning Now
And All I Can Do Now Is Smile When I Look Into The Questioning Eyes
With Words I Wish I Never Loved Him

The Smiles I Smiled Sitting Next To Him
And Missing Him When He Was Not Next To Me
They Hold No Place In My Life Now
Cant Forget They Way Those Eyes Used To Pierce In Me
I Really Wish I could,But Right Now
All I Can Do Is Smile When I Look Into The Questioning Eyes
With Words I Wish I Never Loved Him

Ya I Know Those Stolen Moments Were A Blessing
Just The Way They Were A Curse
The Touch Of Those Lips Was Blissful
And Thats All I See When I Close My Eyes Now
Being Treated Like A Princess
And The Shower Of Chocolates & Roses
Then Came A Day When Everything Vanished
And Comes A Day Now When I Just Smile When I Look Into The Questioning Eyes
With Words I Wish I Never Loved Him

Today When I Look Behind I Smile With Tears In My Eyes
I Try Hard To Stop These Tears From Falling Out Of My Eyes
But Like Him Even They Dont Listen
He Says Move On And I Really Wish I Could
So Many Unanswered Questions Haunt Me Now
Its Hard To Believe That I'll Never Be Never Able To Feel That Touch Again
Nothing Remains Today Except Fading Love
All I Can Do Is Smile When I Look Into The Questioning Eyes
With Words I Wish I Never Had To Say Still I Close My Eyes & Mumer
I Wish I Never Loved Him


P.S:This Is Something I wrote really long back when I was completely heart broken......thats when I realised how important friends are.......the questioning eyes I have mentioned here belong to my best friend who was always sitting next to me completely lost in trying to figure out how can I hurt myself so much